Hating Myself – Ryan Beckmann (Part 1)

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Ryan Beckmann, a man who is recovering from drug addiction and childhood sexual abuse.

A second 25 minute talk with Ryan is available on the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire.

0:00 Millionaire by 30—but Miserable Inside
0:22 Childhood Sexual Abuse & Growing Up Around Addiction
2:56 Hockey, Cocaine & a Downward Spiral
5:26 Drug Trafficking, Biker Gangs & Leaving Canada
7:29 Building a Multi-Million Dollar RV Empire
10:21 His Son's Near-Drowning Changed Everything
13:10 Cocaine Addiction Cost Him Everything
19:03 The AA Meeting That Saved His Life
25:00 How One Act of Kindness Changed Everything
28:20 How Childhood Trauma Shaped His Entire Life

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